ummm... Have you every mentally woke up, in the middle of your day and asked yourself how the hell you got there? I've just woken up...I've been on auto-pilot for about 5 years repeating the same day over and over and getting the same results, emotionally.
The last time I was "Awake" I was 20years old with 2 Children, in an awesome relationship, and had no job.
I now have 5 children, a 80+ hr a week job, and a relationship that makes me want to scratch my eyes out for the most part.
" Can you say..."Whip Lash?"
I love my children and my husband more than anything in the world, but I'm now at the point where there is no where to run.. I can't escape from home or work. I had to jump down a rabbit hole to sort out the madness that is festering in my head.
I'm going to blog my heart out... to find clarity in my new day dream.